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11:02 pm  •  23 February 2012

purpautho:

15 mins sketch.

i smell passion for architecture…^^ ↑ wonder how long u took to “smells/absorbs” the place.

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11:50 pm  •  28 July 2011  •  8,550 notes

I have a new blog to share with you guys!

something to share with my life more,i am trying to brew this little blog into something more…erm,exciting?

i will be coping with 2 blogs now,for more fun and interesting parts of me,

please go to

http://milkteamonologue.blogspot.com/

please read!~

11:30 pm  •  2 June 2011

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5:51 pm  •  19 May 2011  •  5,025 notes

very like me…ahar,so you know you dont want to make a girl unhappy cos of small things because u are going to feel sorry for it.

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3:18 pm  •  19 May 2011  •  10,482 notes

SEOUL~~~

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3:17 pm  •  19 May 2011  •  930 notes

i love all this movie and subtitle gifs. it seems real.

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3:13 pm  •  19 May 2011  •  48,880 notes

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3:12 pm  •  19 May 2011  •  2,321 notes

not a merry happy post.

this is going to be about the life and grandma,i had witnessed her life 2 weeks before her death.

She went from being bedridden at ICU - keeping awake at the normal patient room,this was the time she was super awake and energetic - being coma again because of being agitated as she had been wanting to go home - she was brought home the next week - coma on the night i visited her - 4 hours later,she was announced dead.

I believed that she was going to recover because she was so energetic and things was going positive…We should have known that she will go any day but my aunt wasn’t losing any hope on her. she had spend tons of $$$ on my grandma. I really admired her effort on keeping her mum alive. papa and her were really devastated on that night because in their minds,things shouldn’t be this way…she was recovering…we mustn’t lose any hope on her…

on that day she passed away,she went through chinese medical procedure and the doctor said she was doing fine. she was breathing with eyes half-closed on the night i visited her. it was disheartening because one side of my mind is telling me that she was on her way to recovery and the other side of me is telling me that she looked like shes dying…

Life never tells us when is our turn to go…2 hours later,when we got home,she passed away. Nobody expected that,or maybe not so soon. We were living in the denial of hoping to see her recover everyday.

its a whole two weeks before the mourning starts. the sorrows i had been accumulating over the five days finally let out on the last day…something i won’t want to experience again. I believed my papa cried 5 days straight behind our back…and he binged on beers even more.

on the first night,he had already blamed himself for missing the last moments of his parents…

all I could do is to be with him and will not try to even console him. consolation don’t work at all when the real thing happens,i realised.

the best thing is not to leave them alone and distract them. the best distraction for the whole mourning week is my nephew. my father’s cute bias. I think my father is very happy to see him because he is so adorable and I love him to bits too! I like how he calls everyone uncle,including his father ha.

i digressed. the whole mention about my grandma and life is pretty obvious because I just want people to treasure life,cherish their family and friends,cherish their every moments.

because you do not know when life is going to stop,what is going to happen the next day,the day after tomorrow and it goes on. but the ironic thing is that the more memories you have,the sadder you are. the lesser time u spend with them,the more regretful you are.

so which one do you choose. life with regrets or life with sadness but sweet memories.

for me,i choose to spend time with them so that i wont miss them so much because i know they are going to be well after they left after knowing so much they suffered. i was there with them.

i can totally relate to my father when he said he wasn’t there when my grandma left. he did his best,i’m sure grandma won’t blame him for that.

sometimes life is just in our hands,it’s a matter of time,a matter of actions,a matter of issues and a matter of our mind.

i’m just gonna say this again. cherish ur love ones,spend time with them,treasure the time with them.

sometimes,life is just so simple to attain. just for a moment,don’t think too much.

take a deep breathe,look at things out of our perceptions.

there are so many wonderful things around you…

smile,and embrace life like when you were born.

12:25 am  •  11 May 2011

cations:

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 1

1:01 am  •  9 May 2011  •  103 notes

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